About me who i am

Hello all my name is Heather. I'm 32 years old and have had depression and anxiety my whole life. I remeber as a child feeling like i didn't fit in,feeling as if i wasn't wanted or needed. Even though my family lived me i knew something was wrong. As i teenager i no longer could take it anymore i became confused,angry and i hated everyone. I began to self harm and started having suicidal thoughts. After being admitted into a psyc ward things seemingly were ok for while.  But the funny thing about depression is a lot of people who have it can hide it. I spent a lot if my time becoming somewhat isolated in my own way. Fast foward to now as we all know as time goes by we all do crazy things. I had 4 kids and by my own faults lost them. I was at a point an addict who cared for no one and was diagnosed with anxiety depression adhd and they wanted to further assess me for more possible problems i was having none of that. Now at 32 i battle a daily barrage of self doubt racing thoughts and the worry of day to day life. This blog will br my story of living with unmedicated mental health issues and I hope in a way sharing my story can help others. More about me my past and present will cone out so stay tuned.